Pain Is Love (patrick Story)

[SKittlesGurl17]

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I Walked down the streets twards my house, just replaying the last few moments over in my head.
~Flashback~
“I’m Sorry! I didn’t mean it!” I’d screamed trying to change my boyfriends mind about hitting me.
“Oh you sorry huh?!” you didn’t mean it? Well maybe this will help you remember this time!” he said and starting hitting me.
The unbearable pain was piercing through my body. He hits me when I do something he doesn’t like. I know what your thinking ‘then why the hell is you still wit him?’ I’ve tried to get out of it but it doesn’t work. Plus it ain’t always him, its my fault too I mean if hadn’t talked to James this wouldn’t have happened. Jarell had specifically told me not to talk to him, because he thinks we’re getting to close, and he doesn’t want to loose me.
“Please stop!” I cried
~End of Flashback~
I Put My hand up to my cheek, I could still feel the pain. Even with me pressing lightly into my cheek. I walked into my house.
“ma?… Mama I’m home!” I yelled through the house. I hoped she wasn’t home. To my surprise she wasn’t. I went upstairs to my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My cheek was beat red. Ugh! I have school tomorrow what the hell am I suppose to do bout this?

I was hurting so much from my face and stomach that I had to lay down, to see if I could sleep. It hurt to lay on my side so I tried to lay on my back…after a while I fell asleep.

:://Next Morning//::
I Woke up with my blanket over me, meaning ma must have come in. I rubbed my eyes and and got out of bed. I started the showered and picket out an outfit for the day.
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While I was in the shower as the hott water ran on my body, I could still feel what had happened last night on my stomach. It was bruised in some spots but not that much. When I got out I got dressed and got my bag ready. I did my hair curly and went down stairs for breakfast.
“hi sweetie,… you went to bed early last night. Was anything wrong?”
“no mama I was just really tired that’s all.”
“oh well maybe you should go to bed earlier and spend a little less time wit Jarell” she said lookin at me funny.

“I cant mama… look ma I’m getting enough sleep. It was just last night” I said
“well girl, I don’t think it was just last night cuz I been seen yo butt like this fo weeks now…” she said with her hands on her hip.
“mama…” she cut me off
“no you listen here Samara… I want you back in this house at 10. I mean it Samara…” I started walkin out the room but then she don gon opened her damn mouth again.
“ And if your not, then Imma ground your sorry butt and you wont have to worry about getting sleep cuz you’ll be grounded and that means no Jarell til you start sleepin properly again. You hear me girl?!”

“yes ma’am” I said and walked off to school. She can be so damn unreasonable some times. She didn’t understand what I been goin through.

Patricks P.O.V.

I woke up and blinked a little.
“yo pat get up, we gon be late for school” kelly burst all up in mai room
“what chu doin in here?! And since when do you care?!” I said rubbing my eyes more and sitting up.
“since always. And it aint like I’m goin for the work, I’m goin for the hunnies!” he said smiling
“you sound like bryan, now get out!” I said
“fine but wheres my shirt wit the Chinese writing on it?”
“which one?”
“what chu mean which one?! I only got one! The red one”
“I don’t know, now get out!”
“Fine! don’t be all biotchy” he said walking out twards the door. He looked in the corner and saw this red thing, he picked it up. It was his dang shirt that he was lookin for. He turned to me and just said
“umm hmm” and walked out the door.
“Dumbass” I say under my breath or so I thought.
“what you say?!” he yelled from the hallway…
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[SKittlesGurl17]

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//Part 2//
I got up and went into the bathroom and got into the shower. After I was done I got dressed, and you know I was lookin all crisp and clean. I slipped on my white Nike’s , picked up my bag and headed down stairs for a little Breakfast.
First thing I saw was my mama flippin pancakes at the stove.

“Morning mama”
“Hey Sweetie, ready for school ?”
“yeah thanks to your son wakin me up so early…” I said lookin over at him out of the corner of my eye.
“Hey its not my fault yo ass don’t get in the house til who knows when In the morning.”
“excuse you” my mom said to him. She was lookin at him with this look on her face, that “ I know that didn’t just come out of your mouth” kind of look.
Kelly just shrugged it off and went back to eating his cereal.
“mama!!!” Bryan yelled comin down the stairs with this mad scowl on his face
“what chu yellin about?!” I asked him
He just looked at me squinted his eyes and looked back to mom
“mama tell Dustin to get his big bubble butt OUT of the bathroom he’s been in there for like an hour.”
“Dustin! Come down here and eat breakfast!” she said putting the pancakes on the table in front of me and carnell who just came down stairs.
Dustin didn’t answer and he didn’t come down stairs either.
“Dustin Michael I know you heard me, now get down here boy! don’t make me call you again.” she yelled back up the stairs.
He came down stairs, looking all annoyed. Bryan looked at him with a smirk and pranced up stairs.
Dustin just grabbed a pancake rolled it, and walked right into the downstairs bathroom.
“sigh” my mother just shook her head.
Dustin takes forever in the morning I’m surprised we’re not late every morning. He drives me, him, and Kelly to school in the morning. While mom drives carnell and bryan. 10 minutes later we finally made it out the door. We got to school at 8:20, 10 minutes before home room. I think its only cuz Dustin drives fast.

//With Samara//

I got to school about 10 minutes before first bell. I walked up the walk and into the student lounge. I looked around for my best friend Kiara I spotted her awhile away.
“hey girl!” she said and hugged me.
“hey” I was fine until Jarell Spotted me and came over.
he came over and put his arm around me, and kissed me on my cheek. I planted a fake smile on my face, Kiara looked at me weird I just shook my head.
“whets up baby?”
“ugh nothing, but I gotta go to see my language arts teacher cuz I told her I’d help her with something this morning. So bye. Kiara see you at lunch.” I took his arm off from around my shoulder and walked away. I could feel his eyes watch me as I walked away.

I knew he would want to talk to me about that later on. I went upstairs to my locker and got my math book out, I didn’t have math until after home room but I figured I’d just have my book out anyways cuz I defiantly wasn’t goin back to the lounge. And the truth was I didn’t have to go help my language arts teacher this morning. I just said that so I could get away from him. I didn’t want to be anywhere near him right now. The truth about Jarell is that he is one of the hottest boys in school, and I was lucky to be with him most girls tell me. I think differently sometimes… I mean in the beginning I was definitely happy to be with him but after I saw his different side I wasn’t so sure. I mean I love him but I… I don’t know. Maybe I deserve better? Jarell flirted with any girl he wanted to, even if it wasn’t me. When I first noticed his eyes wanderin I started confronting him and then I just got mad. At one point I started yelling, and then he turned on me. About all kinds of things, and as you know its even hard for me to talk to my best guy friend James now. No body knows about him hitting me, and nobody can know…

//Patrick’s P.O.V.//
We walked up the walk and into the lounge only to see or girlfriends Ashley(Patrick),Amber(Kelly), and Amanda (Dustin) waiting for us in the front by the door.
“hey Ma” Kelly said to amber while she kissed him.
Dustin and Mandy just walked off somewhere.
I came up and put my arm around Ashley she kissed me on the cheek
“hey pat”
“wats up ma?”
We all talked til it was time to go to home room.

//Samara//
Soon enough it was third block and I was in social studies, we were learning about the American revolution which was pretty pointless information to me because I learned about it last year.
“Mr. Smith may I go to the bathroom?”
“sure samara, but hurry back because you don’t want to miss this.” he said
I just rolled my eyes and walked out the door.
I was walking downstairs to the bathroom, just walking down the long empty hallways. Next thing I knew Jarell came out of nowhere.
“where do you get off pulling that little act this morning?”
“it wasn’t an act I had to go help my teacher, and I wasn’t about to get in trouble so I could hang wit chu. Unlike you I don’t skip my classes for stupid reasons, and I’m not gonna start now. So if you don’t mind Imma go to the bathroom” I said and started to walk away. He roughly grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
“ow! Let Go Of ME Jarell” I said
“don’t you ever talk to me like that again.” he said and slapped me, I cupped my face looking away.

//Patrick//
I was walking down the quiet empty hallways towards the bathrooms when I heard some talkin commin from around the corner. I peaked around the corner and I saw Samara Johnson from my science class and her boyfriend Jarell talking in the hallway. Samara didn’t look happy either, I heard them talking…

“where do you get off pulling that little act this morning?”
“it wasn’t an act I had to go help my teacher, and I wasn’t about to get in trouble so I could hang wit chu. Unlike you I don’t skip my classes for stupid reasons, and I’m not gonna start now. So if you don’t mind Imma go to the bathroom” I said and started to walk away. He roughly grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
“ow! Let Go Of ME Jarell” I said
“don’t you ever talk to me like that again.” and then he slapped her. I was shocked, I wanted to do something but I couldn’t bring myself to say anything or move. I just backed away to find another bathroom in the school… and I just thought too, I have science next in like 15 more minutes.

//Samara//
“samara…”
“don’t say anything Jarell,… just- just let me go.” I said and pulled my arm away from his grip. I walked back to my classroom upstairs. My cheek stung with slight pain, but I was good at hiding it now a days. Soon enough as I got back it was time for my next class science.

//Patrick//
I went to my locker and grabbed my science book out. I still cant believe Jarell hit a girl.
Ugh I cant think about that now, I mean that’s not right but I don’t even know Samara that well other than she’s smart, funny, and cool. I sat down in my normal seat at one of the tables in the middle of the class. Samara walked in sometime later, looking a little down with Kiara talkin to her. They took there normal seats across from me with Kiara next to me but across the isle… Class started 15 minutes ago. We were watching a movie on the human anatomy, which was boring as hell so far. But I just couldn’t get the vision of Jarell smacking Samara out of my head. that’s it I had to say something. I decided to write her a note.
Samara,
I know this is none of my business but I saw Jarell and you talkin last block in the hallways… and I was just walkin to the bathroom I wasn’t ease droppin but I couldn’t have helped but heard you guys and I didn’t want to interupt. Then I saw him hit you. I wanted to do something but I didn’t know what to do, I know we don’t know each other very well and I figured I didn’t want to get involved. No guy should ever hit a girl in anyway and I’m sorry that he hit you…does he does it often? What was he mad about?

Patrick~

I wrote Samara on the note and since Mr. Burns wasn’t payin any attention I got up and handed the note to kiara. I went back to my seat, I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye. She looked down at it and then slid it over to Samara she un folded it and read it…

[MYLKSHAKE814]

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