Pain Is Love R.P

[skittlesgurl17]

ok i'm reposting this b/c the other one is to confusing theres 2 different stories on there


I Walked down the streets twards my house, just replaying the last few moments over in my head.
~Flashback~
“I’m Sorry! I didn’t mean it!” I’d screamed trying to change my boyfriends mind about hitting me.
“Oh you sorry huh?!” you didn’t mean it? Well maybe this will help you remember this time!” he said and starting hitting me.
The unbearable pain was piercing through my body. He hits me when I do something he doesn’t like. I know what your thinking ‘then why the hell is you still wit him?’ I’ve tried to get out of it but it doesn’t work. Plus it ain’t always him, its my fault too I mean if hadn’t talked to James this wouldn’t have happened. Jarell had specifically told me not to talk to him, because he thinks we’re getting to close, and he doesn’t want to loose me.
“Please stop!” I cried
~End of Flashback~
I Put My hand up to my cheek, I could still feel the pain. Even with me pressing lightly into my cheek. I walked into my house.
“ma?… Mama I’m home!” I yelled through the house. I hoped she wasn’t home. To my surprise she wasn’t. I went upstairs to my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My cheek was beat red. Ugh! I have school tomorrow what the hell am I suppose to do bout this?

I was hurting so much from my face and stomach that I had to lay down, to see if I could sleep. It hurt to lay on my side so I tried to lay on my back…after a while I fell asleep.

:://Next Morning//::
I Woke up with my blanket over me, meaning ma must have come in. I rubbed my eyes and and got out of bed. I started the showered and picket out an outfit for the day.



While I was in the shower as the hott water ran on my body, I could still feel what had happened last night on my stomach. It was bruised in some spots but not that much. When I got out I got dressed and got my bag ready. I did my hair curly and went down stairs for breakfast.
“hi sweetie,… you went to bed early last night. Was anything wrong?”
“no mama I was just really tired that’s all.”
“oh well maybe you should go to bed earlier and spend a little less time wit Jarell” she said lookin at me funny.

“I cant mama… look ma I’m getting enough sleep. It was just last night” I said
“well girl, I don’t think it was just last night cuz I been seen yo butt like this fo weeks now…” she said with her hands on her hip.
“mama…” she cut me off
“no you listen here Samara… I want you back in this house at 10. I mean it Samara…” I started walkin out the room but then she don gon opened her damn mouth again.
“ And if your not, then Imma ground your sorry butt and you wont have to worry about getting sleep cuz you’ll be grounded and that means no Jarell til you start sleepin properly again. You hear me girl?!”

“yes ma’am” I said and walked off to school. She can be so damn unreasonable some times. She didn’t understand what I been goin through.

Patrick’s P.O.V.

I woke up and blinked a little.
“yo pat get up, we gon be late for school” Kelly burst all up in mai room
“what chu doin in here?! And since when do you care?!” I said rubbing my eyes more and sitting up.
“since always. And it aint like I’m goin for the work, I’m goin for the hunnies!” he said smiling
“you sound like bryan, now get out!” I said
“fine but where’s my shirt wit the Chinese writing on it?”
“which one?”
“what chu mean which one?! I only got one! The red one”
“I don’t know, now get out!”
“Fine! don’t be all biotchy” he said walking out towards the door. He looked in the corner and saw this red thing, he picked it up. It was his dang shirt that he was lookin for. He turned to me and just said
“umm hmm” and walked out the door.
“Dumbass” I say under my breath or so I thought.
“what you say?!” he yelled from the hallway…

[skittlesgurl17]

//Part 2//
I got up and went into the bathroom and got into the shower. After I was done I got dressed, and you know I was lookin all crisp and clean. I slipped on my white Nike’s , picked up my bag and headed down stairs for a little Breakfast.
First thing I saw was my mama flippin pancakes at the stove.

“Morning mama”
“Hey Sweetie, ready for school ?”
“yeah thanks to your son wakin me up so early…” I said lookin over at him out of the corner of my eye.
“Hey its not my fault yo ass don’t get in the house til who knows when In the morning.”
“excuse you” my mom said to him. She was lookin at him with this look on her face, that “ I know that didn’t just come out of your mouth” kind of look.
Kelly just shrugged it off and went back to eating his cereal.
“mama!!!” Bryan yelled comin down the stairs with this mad scowl on his face
“what chu yellin about?!” I asked him
He just looked at me squinted his eyes and looked back to mom
“mama tell Dustin to get his big bubble butt OUT of the bathroom he’s been in there for like an hour.”
“Dustin! Come down here and eat breakfast!” she said putting the pancakes on the table in front of me and carnell who just came down stairs.
Dustin didn’t answer and he didn’t come down stairs either.
“Dustin Michael I know you heard me, now get down here boy! don’t make me call you again.” she yelled back up the stairs.
He came down stairs, looking all annoyed. Bryan looked at him with a smirk and pranced up stairs.
Dustin just grabbed a pancake rolled it, and walked right into the downstairs bathroom.
“sigh” my mother just shook her head.
Dustin takes forever in the morning I’m surprised we’re not late every morning. He drives me, him, and Kelly to school in the morning. While mom drives carnell and bryan. 10 minutes later we finally made it out the door. We got to school at 8:20, 10 minutes before home room. I think its only cuz Dustin drives fast.

//With Samara//

I got to school about 10 minutes before first bell. I walked up the walk and into the student lounge. I looked around for my best friend Kiara I spotted her awhile away.
“hey girl!” she said and hugged me.
“hey” I was fine until Jarell Spotted me and came over.
he came over and put his arm around me, and kissed me on my cheek. I planted a fake smile on my face, Kiara looked at me weird I just shook my head.
“whets up baby?”
“ugh nothing, but I gotta go to see my language arts teacher cuz I told her I’d help her with something this morning. So bye. Kiara see you at lunch.” I took his arm off from around my shoulder and walked away. I could feel his eyes watch me as I walked away.

I knew he would want to talk to me about that later on. I went upstairs to my locker and got my math book out, I didn’t have math until after home room but I figured I’d just have my book out anyways cuz I defiantly wasn’t goin back to the lounge. And the truth was I didn’t have to go help my language arts teacher this morning. I just said that so I could get away from him. I didn’t want to be anywhere near him right now. The truth about Jarell is that he is one of the hottest boys in school, and I was lucky to be with him most girls tell me. I think differently sometimes… I mean in the beginning I was definitely happy to be with him but after I saw his different side I wasn’t so sure. I mean I love him but I… I don’t know. Maybe I deserve better? Jarell flirted with any girl he wanted to, even if it wasn’t me. When I first noticed his eyes wanderin I started confronting him and then I just got mad. At one point I started yelling, and then he turned on me. About all kinds of things, and as you know its even hard for me to talk to my best guy friend James now. No body knows about him hitting me, and nobody can know…

//Patrick’s P.O.V.//
We walked up the walk and into the lounge only to see our girlfriends Ashley(Patrick),Amber(Kelly), and Amanda (Dustin) waiting for us in the front by the door.
“hey Ma” Kelly said to amber while she kissed him.
Dustin and Mandy just walked off somewhere.
I came up and put my arm around Ashley she kissed me on the cheek
“hey pat”
“wats up ma?”
We all talked til it was time to go to home room.

//Samara//
Soon enough it was third block and I was in social studies, we were learning about the American revolution which was pretty pointless information to me because I learned about it last year.
“Mr. Smith may I go to the bathroom?”
“sure samara, but hurry back because you don’t want to miss this.” he said
I just rolled my eyes and walked out the door.
I was walking downstairs to the bathroom, just walking down the long empty hallways. Next thing I knew Jarell came out of nowhere.
“where do you get off pulling that little act this morning?”
“it wasn’t an act I had to go help my teacher, and I wasn’t about to get in trouble so I could hang wit chu. Unlike you I don’t skip my classes for stupid reasons, and I’m not gonna start now. So if you don’t mind Imma go to the bathroom” I said and started to walk away. He roughly grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
“ow! Let Go Of ME Jarell” I said
“don’t you ever talk to me like that again.” he said and slapped me, I cupped my face looking away.

//Patrick//
I was walking down the quiet empty hallways towards the bathrooms when I heard some talkin commin from around the corner. I peaked around the corner and I saw Samara Johnson from my science class and her boyfriend Jarell talking in the hallway. Samara didn’t look happy either, I heard them talking…

“where do you get off pulling that little act this morning?”
“it wasn’t an act I had to go help my teacher, and I wasn’t about to get in trouble so I could hang wit chu. Unlike you I don’t skip my classes for stupid reasons, and I’m not gonna start now. So if you don’t mind Imma go to the bathroom” I said and started to walk away. He roughly grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
“ow! Let Go Of ME Jarell” I said
“don’t you ever talk to me like that again.” and then he slapped her. I was shocked, I wanted to do something but I couldn’t bring myself to say anything or move. I just backed away to find another bathroom in the school… and I just thought too, I have science next in like 15 more minutes.

//Samara//
“samara…”
“don’t say anything Jarell,… just- just let me go.” I said and pulled my arm away from his grip. I walked back to my classroom upstairs. My cheek stung with slight pain, but I was good at hiding it now a days. Soon enough as I got back it was time for my next class science.

//Patrick//
I went to my locker and grabbed my science book out. I still cant believe Jarell hit a girl.
Ugh I cant think about that now, I mean that’s not right but I don’t even know Samara that well other than she’s smart, funny, and cool. I sat down in my normal seat at one of the tables in the middle of the class. Samara walked in sometime later, looking a little down with Kiara talkin to her. They took there normal seats across from me with Kiara next to me but across the isle… Class started 15 minutes ago. We were watching a movie on the human anatomy, which was boring as hell so far. But I just couldn’t get the vision of Jarell smacking Samara out of my head. that’s it I had to say something. I decided to write her a note.
Samara,
I know this is none of my business but I saw Jarell and you talkin last block in the hallways… and I was just walkin to the bathroom I wasn’t ease droppin but I couldn’t have helped but heard you guys and I didn’t want to interupt. Then I saw him hit you. I wanted to do something but I didn’t know what to do, I know we don’t know each other very well and I figured I didn’t want to get involved. No guy should ever hit a girl in anyway and I’m sorry that he hit you…does he does it often? What was he mad about?

Patrick~

I wrote Samara on the note and since Mr. Burns wasn’t payin any attention I got up and handed the note to Kiara. I went back to my seat, I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye. She looked down at it and then slid it over to Samara she un folded it and read it…

[skittlesgurl17]

//Part 3//

//Samara//
I was watching the boring ass movie that Mr. Burns put on when KiKi slid this note over to me. It had my name on the front. I opened it up and read it, it was from Patrick. You see Patrick Breeding is also one of the hottest boys in the school along with his two brothers Kelly and Dustin. They also all got gurls too. I gotta admit Patrick is fine as hell but let me remember I got a man… I looked over at Patrick he was writing somethin. Hell he was probably bored with this damn movie too.
Patrick,
Your right it’s none of your business, but I’m not gonna be rude. Yeah we don’t know each other very well and if you did step in-… never mind. Lets just say Ja would have probably thought somethin was between us and it wouldn’t have played out well, I wouldn’t have wanted him to get in a fight with you too. Its ok don’t be sorry it doesn’t happen often, I don’t know what got into him. He was just goin off because he thought that I was putting on some act this morning when he walked up to me and KIKI and I told him I had to go see my Language arts teacher. it was actually a lie but don’t tell him that. I just didn’t feel like bein around him cuz we got into a fight last night. I’m sorry you had to see that earlier. Thank you for your hospitality though. You seem pretty cool maybe we should hang some time? You know as friends maybe with your girlfriend and your brothers and Jarell maybe if he’s done bickerin.
Lata.
Samara M. Johnson ~

Actually it did happen to often. But I didn’t need him all up in my business …. I slid the note over to Kiara. She looked down at it, got up out of her seat and handed to Patrick. He took it with out looking up…

//Patrick//
I was just drawin on my notebook when I saw legs stop at my table, I didn’t look up and then I saw a hand slide something onto the table. It was a note addressed to me probably from Samara…I opened it up and read it….hmm.
Samara,
don’t worry about bein rude I can totally understand where your commin from. Well lets just say that I’m not really scared of Jarell. I’m glad it doesn’t happen often cuz… I don’t know I’m just glad it doesn’t happen often. Well if you had a fight the night before and he didn’t apologize then I wouldn’t want to talk to him either. I sorry that happened to you earlier, but I’m kinda glad it did cuz otherwise we wouldn’t be talkin now I’m sure. Your welcome. Yeah that’d be cool if we hung out sometime. Maybe just us though…for now I mean. I’m not sure I wanna see Jarell with you right now, not after what he did to you. Plus I think you deserve a little break. Hey what chu doin tonight? I’m free?
Hope we can hang tonight,
Lata
Patrick~

I got up and handed the note to Kiara, who looked at me then looked at Samara then back to me and shook her head.
I went back to my seat again and tried to watch the boring movie in front of me. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her open the note and read it. I also a smile form on her face. She smiled over at me so I smiled back. Kiara saw us and just shook her head. I saw her write some stuff down and hand it to Kiara.
KiKi walked over to me as usual and handed me the note.

//Samara//

Patrick wrote me another note, I read it and smiled over at him. Ki just looked at us and shook her head. I wrote him back.
Patrick,
Yeah sure I’m not doin anything tonight. that’s good I don’t want to don’t want to deal with Jarell right now either. A break sounds good. Yeah sure…umm where we gonna go?
Samara~

Kiara sent it over again. When she got she leaned over and whispered.
“Whats going on with you and hot Pants ova there?”
“nothing we’re just getting to know eachother that’s all we’re just talking.”
“hmm doesn’t seem like nothing. All that smiling goin on.”
“what cant we smile?”
“not when you got a man and he got a girl.”
“we aint doin nothing bad. We just gonna hang out.”
“uh huh. Well have fun with that.” she said and text messaged our otha friend Alexia on her cell. Soon enough Patrick sent another letter over.
Samara,
Aight, cool. Umm how bout I’ll have my brother come pick you up at 6 and then we’ll go get ice cream and go back to my place and chill? Sound good? Smile for a yes, shake ya head for a no. I think Kiara is getting annoyed with us.
Lata.
Patrick~
I looked over at him he was lookin back at me, I smiled and he nodded his head and turned back to the movie. Jarell betta not ask me to do anything tonight, cuz I aint sayin yes. Patrick’s a pretty nice guy…finally for the last 30 minutes of the movie I actually watched it. Then it was time for lunch, I forgot I had lunch with Patrick. How stupid of me… and to tell you the truth he’s all I’ve been thinking about. I know once again its wrong and I might get the s**t kicked out of me for even thinking about it but I cant help it. He’s just to hott, and let me tell you, he makes an impression on people…

[skittlesgurl17]

//Part 4//
Me and Kiara sat down at a round table off to the side of the lunch room, by the wall.
“so” she said to me smiling at me all weird, “whats going on with you and Patrick?” she said
“nothin. We were just talkin like I said, and we gonna hang like friends. that’s all”
“with ur boyfriend and his girlfriend?” she asked
“not exactly, just us, I mean we don’t gotta bring them everywhere.”
“umm hmm ok” she said smiling at me still, “do you like him?”
“now what kind of question is that?!, I’m going out with Jarell.”
“So. You can be wit somebody but like someone else. Its not illegal.” she said lookin at me “Well?… Do you?!”
“I don’t know..” she gave me that look.
“don’t try to hide nothin, I saw those smiles you guys were givin eachother”
“….maybe a little… but you cant blame me, the boy is fine.”
“umm hmm and speakin of the boy he’s commin over here right now.” she said and pretended to look interested in her school lunch.
I blushed and just looked down tryin to contain my smile.
“hey Samara,Kiara”
“so Mara we still on for tonight?”
“uh yeah, see you at 6” trying not to get to into it while Ki was next to me
“Aight cool, see ya then” he said touched my hand and walked away.
I just sighed with excitement as I placed my face in my hands.
“and just what are you doing tonight?” she said still smiling that chessey ass grin
I pushed my hair back, as it just fell back into my face and smiled at her “nothin just goin out for ice cream and chillin at his place. Nothin special, we just hanging. it aint a date.” I sighed.
“I see, and how did this come about?”
“what chu mean?”
“him and you talkin after all this time”
“he… he saw me and Jarell in the hall earlier and stuff and… you wanna read the notes?” I asked her. I mean after all she was my best friend she should know what really happened.
“yeah!” she said as she shook her head.
…after she read the notes she just kinda stared there, and then she blew up!
“ I cant believe that- that- ugh! Had the nerve to go and hit you! Oh Imma whoop his-”
“Calm down KiKi!” I told her grabbing his arm and pulling her back down into her seat “he only slapped me”
“only slapped you?! Well Imma slap him, he wont even know what day it is!” she just kinda sat there and breathed for a minute. “….Patrick is mad sweet though”
“yeah I know, and it was his idea to go out alone.”
“but it was your idea to go out.”
“yeah….” I said goin off into a daze not really thinkin bout anything in particular.
“does it happen often?”
“what?!” I said just slowly turning to her coming out of my daze. “ no of course not” I said shaking my head at her.
“cuz you know you can tell me. I’m your best friend you can tell me anything.” she said in a concerned voice, you could see the worried look on her face.
“don’t worry girl, I’m alright” I said smiling at her.
The bell soon rang for next block, I got more and more excited since it was getting nearer to the end of the day. I went to my locker to get my note book and Jarell came up to my locker.
“hey ma” he said and tried to kiss me, I backed away.
“not here” I said goin back to my books
“you commin over to chill tonight?” he said tryin to hug me from behind. Now usually I’d like this, but not today, I wasn’t in the mood to deal with him. I had better things to think about if you know what I mean.
“nope. I got other plans, sorry”
And that made him mad. “and what chu doin that’s more important.”he said actin like he was my father which he aint to I don’t know why he tryin to act like he got authority.
“none of ya business, I just got other plans. You know my world don’t revolve around you. I’m goin to hang with a friend”
“who that?”
“none of ya business” I said and shut my locker. “look I gotta go to my class I’ll see you lata… maybe.” I said and walked away. That felt really good, to stand up to him like that…. And even though it felt good. I knew it was goin to get me in trouble later…

[skittlesgurl17]

*NEW CHAPTER*
//Part 5//
Soon enough it was time to go home, so I went to my locker to get my bag. I went outside preparing to walk home, I saw Patrick at his car.
Next thing I knew he can over to me,…
“hey can I have your number so I can call you?”
“only if I can have yours too.”
“sure” so we exchanged numbers. And I was once again going to start on my way when Patrick said something.
“ Hey, Do you want a ride?”
“oh no its ok I can walk.” I said shaking my head
“oh come on,I’m goin that way anyways and I wont take no for an anwser.
“alright, fine.” I said throughing my bag in the back of the convirtible.
He came over and let me in the passenger side.
“Thank you.”
“no problem.”
“you have a nice car.”
“thanks”
After that we started driving it was kinda silent, the only talking done after that was me giving Patrick directions to my house. It was really akward. I guess to break the silence he put on chris brown. I watched him skip to track number 5.OHH No he didn’t go put on this song, I’d never heard it b4 but from what I was already hearin I knew it was on purpose and it was goin somewhere. I swear I could hear Patrick singing too, well hes got a good voice.
Ya Man Aint Me

[Chris Brown talking:] Hey girl, whats up?
You've been going through it, huh?
Yeah, I know And I know your man ain't been treating you right
but....your man ain't me
listen.

[Verse 1:] Girl, I bet that he be actin' all c**ky like Like
he deserve you, and you so lucky to be with him
Bet he be treatin' you rude always got an attitude
Like he's the only dude made for you, woah

[Pre-Chorus:] But I bet he didn't count on, no ni**a like me comin' round
(Giving you things to think about cause I know whats up) Since he ain't tryna step it up, don't you think you should give him up? (Cause he ain't worth your love)

[Chorus:] Stop trippin, I know you got a man
but girl he's slippin
I can see myself gettin' in where I fit in
I want you to see, just how much your man ain't me cause
He ain't fly, He don't even drive
Cause when you wanna sneak out in the middle of the night baby Im your guy
Imma reason he ain't being all that he can be Baby please your man, your man ain't me

[Verse 2:] Girl, I know that you be wishin' he was nothin' like
Like that playa type, and you so lucky to be with him
Wish that he treated you cool and didn't cheat on you
Like your just another girl in his crew, woah

[Pre-Chorus:] But I bet he didn't count on (oh) no ni**a like me comin' round
(Giving you things to think about cause I know whats up, yeah)
Since he ain't tryna step it up, don't you think you should give him up? (Cause he ain't worth your love) (You need to stop trippin)

[Chorus:] Stop trippin, I know you got a man
but girl he's slippin
I can see myself gettin' in where I fit in
I want you to see, just how much your man ain't me cause
He ain't fly, He don't even drive
Cause when you wanna sneak out in the middle of the night baby Im your guy
Imma reason he ain't being all that he can be Baby please your man, your man ain't me



[Brigde:] (Can you see) You and him ain't meant to be together,
life with me will be better (Ohhh ohhh ohhh)
Yes, let him leave you'll be doing yourself a favor
Girl Im just tryna save you--


[Chorus:] Stop trippin, I know you got a man
but girl he's slippin
I can see myself gettin' in where I fit in
I want you to see, just how much your man ain't me cause
He ain't fly, He don't even drive
Cause when you wanna sneak out in the middle of the night baby Im your guy
Imma reason he ain't being all that he can be Baby please your man, your man ain't me

[Ending verse:] Oh no your man ain't me no baby (Oh no)
Oh no your man ain't me no baby (he ain't me no)
Oh no your man ain't me no baby (no no, no he ain't me, no he ain't me no he ain'y)
Oh no your man ain't me no baby [GO UNTIL FADES OUT]


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